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Name: Scarlett aka Muff, Circe,
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Beaumont
Gender: Female
Interests: Music (mainly stuff by Gorillaz), 2-D, drawing, writing, hanging with friends, goofing off in public, sleeping, uhh helping people, and a guess thats it
Expertise: Drawing, Helping people (ask for help), Goofing off, and I guess thats all...no no its not, also lovin 2-D and being random:)
Occupation: Other
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  muffinspuffs
MSN: chii224@hotmail.com
Member Since:
7/18/2005
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| I dont have much to say, hi everyone. I finaly though Id be better, the person who filled my head with bullshit and made me love him was finaly out of my head. I never thought about him and Id never talk about him, see him, or talk to him. It was good...then I went to the mall today with Kasey and I thought I saw a guy I knew from nederland but it wasnt him, then in the group he was with I saw a sort of familiar face and in my mind I thought..looks kinda like Buster...Then Kasey goes "Hey...look its Buster..." I didnt beileve it so I turned arounnd..Kasey goes "He's coming over...fast." He ran and jumped on my back and my heart just raced, I wanted to die. I turned and there he was. I hugged him, he hugged back. (keep in mind he knows I love him cuz i told him the very last time we talked that i loved him and i always would and that if i could id start over so i could be with him again) Then he said hey and I said hey, he said something else and so did I but I was so spaced out I couldnt remember. He said "Wanna meet the girl friend" I looked at him and was like "NO!" if my mom wasnt walking away to leave the mall I would have said fuck know are you trying to ripe my heart to peices more! but I didnt so yea. He said oh, okay and ran off back the the group. I didnt see them the rest of the day in the mall so it was okay but now he is basicly the only thing that fills my head, at the mall I was paraniod and I wouldnt stop talking about Buster like, what if we see him, what is he trys to walk with us, etc. and I bet Kasey was like shut....the...fuck...up...so yea. I feel now everything is getting worse..not better like I thought.
Thought this wouldnt be long but I guess it was.
No one will read this, if they do maybe not all of it
If you read it, thanks for caring enough to read.
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| I finaly did it, I fucked up, I lost my best friend...Im shit and thats all...I cant believe I lost her. I feel like shit and I wanna dissapear. I wanna get of the new med. Im on, I want my grandma to come back, and I just wish everything was all better. Everyday I screw up more and more and now I lost someone who was close to me, the closest person to me, I can breathe, and I cant stop crying. Im sorry everyone but I just dont know, who knows if Ill update soon, or if Ill be back. Right now I dont know, Im just really sorry. | | |
| Its been awhile since Ive updated...Im still abit sick but Im doing better, my weekend kicked ass!!!! lol Friday Megan, Kasey, and I went to to the football game and hung out with Randall, his friend Dustin, Blake, Sarah, Lindsey, uhh...I cant remember who else lol ooo well. Anyway we goofed off all night and I had alot of fun. After that Kasey, Megan, and me went to my house and we all just hung out. Kasey fell asleep but we kept bugging her....it was cool. Next day we went to Megans and we got to go goof off at walmart...I kept saying "Hi." "Im bob" i did it like really loud so people were looking at me. After that we went to sleep at Megans and then the next day went to Kasey and rode in the dune buggy for awhile then they went to there thingy...I hate country. I want them to get home so maybe we can hang out...~sigh~ maybe they will be back soon idk Ima go now so bye! | | |
| I dont know whats wrong, I was standing in a crowd, well a group of my friends and I felt alone. I felt like I wasnt there and I felt like no one cared. Im so fucked up I feel like I could die and people would be like...oh..how sad...
Well I have the flu...~sigh~ Ill be at school tomarrow, sadly I dont want to go.
Hi everyone, sorry for the way Im acting I just dont know anymore.
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| I went to the mall today, say Kayla, Britney, Erin, and Evie and Kasey(those two went with me lol) I had so much fun...for one nothing was bothering me and it felt nice lol. Well not alot to say. Hi Moni, Kari, Uh everyone else.
Eddy...miss ya so much...hope to talk to you soon...have a nice life....hope it all gets good.
HI Iggle, MayMay, Kayou, Asia, and everyone else....byeeeee
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